Wednesday, June 23, 2010

Surprise Wanking Instructions on Twitter

After taking a break from serving to tend to some "real life" issues, my Mistress was kind enough to ease me back into her service by allowing me a very generous TWO orgasms a week! She really enjoys my suffering and frustration when I'm not allowed to cum, so being allowed two a week was very nice of her. Of course there was a catch though. I was only allowed to touch my tiny penis during a two hour window each day. At first it was from noon to 2 pm, then she changed it to 10 am to noon. So even though I was allowed to orgasm twice a week, if I didn't have the time or privacy to masturbate during those two hours, I was out of luck. While these rules were in place I was lucky to get one release a week.
I was pretty frustrated for weeks following these rules, and would wake up each morning with very hard and painful morning wood and very blue balls. Not being able to touch my dick at all outside of that two hour window was hard...

I was very lucky one Saturday when I had the time to wank my little dick during my free window, because my Mistress happened to notice my tweet about masturbating. I live two time zones away from Mistress, so I don't get to talk to her often, so an unexpected reply from her to my tweet about wanking was a pleasant surprise! Of course there was a catch though. She told me I had to tie up my little dick and balls and wait a half hour to wank, and then I had to slap my cock and balls hard three times when I started, untie halfway to orgasm, and then slap myself three more times right before I came. It isn't easy to slap yourself and make it hurt. You naturally ease up at the last second, but I am getting pretty good at really hitting myself hard because I know that is what she wants. And with my penis being so small, it doesn't get in the way when my balls are slapped. Because of my small size both my cock and balls can take the full force of my hand, so I have the sharp stinging pain on my dick at the same time I have the dull ache on my balls.

My mistress wanted a pic of my little penis tied up as proof, so here it is. You can barely see my small dick behind the shoelace I used to tie myself up.....

These days things are a little more frustrating. My latest restrictions don't allow for any orgasms at all until further notice. She did let me have a free day last weekend when I came twice in one day! She did make me eat it all though.

Sunday, January 17, 2010

#clitterdick

#Clitterdick, or a penis so small it could be a clit, is a trending topic on Twitter right now. I'm so flattered, because obviously it is about me right? I mean, if anyone has a clitterdick, it's me.

Friday, December 4, 2009

my latest restrictions

My Mistress usually controls how and when I have orgasms, and she has given me a new set of rules to follow. The last time I had a complicated schedule to follow. This time is it pretty simple, but I think it is harder.

I am allowed two orgasms a week, which seems like a lot for a slave. I am very lucky to get those, and very thankful. The difficulty is deciding when to use them. You see I get one orgasm a week by masturbating, and one a week while having sex. I am only allowed to touch my tiny little dick during that one masturbation session, so if I do it early in the week I have to wait a long time to even touch it again. If I have my one sexual orgasm early in the week, then I have to fake my orgasms the rest of the week. Of course of I try to save it, and I don't have the opportunity to have sex, then I would waste one orgasm.

This is the first week with these restrictions. I used my sex orgasm the first night, and had to fake an orgasm the second night. I have not used my masturbation orgasm yet, but I am very tempted to do it soon.

The most difficult part about these restrictions is they are indefinite. Usually I know there is an end to an assignment and I can focus on making it until then. But this time there is no end in sight. My Mistress is really enjoying my predicament. Making me choose is really hard. I don't want to let her down though so I will do what she wants.

Monday, November 30, 2009

Photo Worship

I don't live in the same city as my Mistress. I moved away a few years ago, and it's been a long time since I've seen her. This hasn't changed my devotion to her. I still follow her orders, but they come over the phone, email, or twitter.....not in person. I do really miss seeing her though, because she is so beautiful. Her beauty is not why I worship her, but it is nice to have such a beautiful Mistress.

As a reward for being good, she recently sent me a couple of recent photos. All I can say is....wow. She's amazing. I don't know how I got so lucky. She had to look at my fat ass in session so many times, and I got to look at her perfect body.

Before we met the first time, I was blown away by photos she had on her old website. Then when it came time for our first ever session, she was even more beautiful in person. These days photos will have to do, and I am so lucky to have them.

The only downside is that she sent them to me during a week when I am not allowed a release....so I just have to stare at her beauty while frustrated. I am sure she is enjoying that.