Public Humiliation Assignment: Buying "Butt Douche"

My Mistress likes to give me humiliating tasks to do for her amusement, and recently came up with a new twist on a public humiliationn shopping assignment that was pretty embarrassing. She wanted me to go to three different stores and ask for "butt douche"...not an enema, but a butt douche. I was supposed to be clear that I was not constipated, but I had a smell issue I wanted to fix.

This was just part of a three part assignment that once completed would mean I was able to release as much as I wanted. I don't get a lot of orgasms, so this was a great reward.

The first part of the assignment was to send Mistress a strip tease video. One of my twitter followers asked if I was going to post that. She has never asked me to, and my face is not hidden at all, so I don't think I will be sharing the video.

The second part of the assignement was to ask for the "butt douche" at three stores, but to also buy and enema and use it.

The third part was to drink a shot glass full of my own pee. I used to get a lot of golden showers from my Mistress when we lived in the same city, but these days she makes me drink my own.

After sending her the strip tease video, I first attempted the "butt douche" task at my local Walgreen's but......well, I chickened out. I shop there all the time, and I was nervous about asking for something so embarrassing where I would be recognized.

So I went to a small independent neighborhood drugstore the next day. I was in a hurry, and walking fast to get there focusing on completing the assignment to get my reward, but about a half a block away I remembered what I was about to do and got really nervous.

There were two women working, but kind of plain looking. I went up to one of them and asked, "Um....I'm not sure if this even exists, but I am looking for a....douche....but one that you use anally....like a....a....butt douche. Do you have anything like that?"

She gave me a weird look and raised both eyebrows. After she took me to the normal enemas, I asked her if they had anything that would help with a smell issue. I told her that I wasn't constipated, but I had a "freshness problem" and wondered if I could use a regular female douche to get rid of the smell. She seemed a little weirded out that I asked, and she told me she didn't see why I couldn't use a regular douche for that. I told her I'd think about it and left.

The second attempt was at a Walgreen's downtown. I asked a cute young clerk the same awkwardly phrased question about "butt douche". She seemed a little uncomfortable with my gross question, but also was very helpful. She really wanted to help it seemed. She showed me the enemas, but told me they wouldn't help with a smell problem as much as they would help with constipation and cleaning out my system. She also showed me the douches, but didn't think they would work because the nozzle wouldn't be comfortable for me to use. She suggested I use a douche like thing they had for sale and that I could put soapy water in it to help fix the smell. I told her I'd research douches and think about it.

The third store was a CVS. There was a cute girl working but I couldn't ask her because she was flirting with some dude that worked there. Eventually she was by herself, so I asked her about "butt douche".....she was nodding and looked concerned as I asked the question, but when I said the words "butt douche" she laughed out loud. She laughed right in my face, but quickly regained her composure to help me. She also showed me the enemas, and told me she wasn't sure if I could use a regular douche when I asked her of it would be better to help with my smell issue. She also checked me out when I bought an enema, so she definitely knew I was going to use it later.

I used the enema later that day, but after I put it in I took it to the garbage in the alley to hide the evidence. I almost shit my pants in the minute it took me to take it out to the garbage, but I made it back to the toilet OK.

The last part of my assignment was to do a shot of my own pee. I have plenty of shot glasses, but never had the privacy to pee in one and drink it. I was so focused on the enema part of the assignment first that I probably missed some opportunities earlier in the week. After I did the three stores and the enema I realized I was only a pee shot away from being able to release, but I had no way of sneaking it. But then I got creative. I took a shower and used the lid of my deodorant as the shot glass. I peed in it in the shower, drank it out of the lid, and then washed the lid in the shower.

My pee tasted especially gross for some reason. Not like my Mistress's. I really miss drinking hers, and wish I lived closer to her.

I ended up getting the assignment done in enough time to enjoy a few orgasms before she took that away from me again.

my latest restrictions

My Mistress usually controls how and when I have orgasms, and she has given me a new set of rules to follow. The last time I had a complicated schedule to follow. This time is it pretty simple, but I think it is harder.

I am allowed two orgasms a week, which seems like a lot for a slave. I am very lucky to get those, and very thankful. The difficulty is deciding when to use them. You see I get one orgasm a week by masturbating, and one a week while having sex. I am only allowed to touch my tiny little dick during that one masturbation session, so if I do it early in the week I have to wait a long time to even touch it again. If I have my one sexual orgasm early in the week, then I have to fake my orgasms the rest of the week. Of course of I try to save it, and I don't have the opportunity to have sex, then I would waste one orgasm.

This is the first week with these restrictions. I used my sex orgasm the first night, and had to fake an orgasm the second night. I have not used my masturbation orgasm yet, but I am very tempted to do it soon.

The most difficult part about these restrictions is they are indefinite. Usually I know there is an end to an assignment and I can focus on making it until then. But this time there is no end in sight. My Mistress is really enjoying my predicament. Making me choose is really hard. I don't want to let her down though so I will do what she wants.

wanking schedule report

At the end of September, my Mistress gave me a pretty strict wanking schedule that I had to follow until Halloween. For over a month, every orgasm I had was a gift from her. It was hard, and I wasn't perfect, but it was worth it because she was pleased with my effort. It was worth it because she enjoyed my frustration.

The schedule controlled how and when I had orgasms. It even controlled when I was allowed to touch my tiny dick at all. There were chances to cum, but I wasn't always able to take advantage of them. If I had a busy schedule on a day when wanking was allowed, I had to miss out. And when I did get to wank, I had to do the way she told me, which was always a pretty humiliating way.

Thursdays were the best, because I was allowed to hump my pillow. I wasn't allowed to masturbate like a normal guy. The reason she wanted me to hump my pillow was to make me realize what it is like to fuck my tiny little pecker. A woman having sex with me gets no pleasure from penetration...it's all from friction of her clit on my body. There is no up and down motion when a woman is on top during sex with me because my little dick would slip out. So even if she has an orgasm, it isn't quite as satisfying as it would be if she had a big dick deep inside her. I had orgasms humping my pillow, but they were not as good as if I was able to stroke my baby dick. It really put my shortcomings during sex into perspective.

Also, I felt pretty stupid humping my own pillow.

Of course I also had to lick all the cum of of my pillow when I was done. I had to eat most of the cum I produced during that time....even if it was from regular sex. I had to eat it from my used condoms.

The best part of the wanking schedule was that the frustration was a constant reminder of my amazing Mistress. When I went days or weeks without cumming, it made my devotion to her even stronger. And when I did get to release, it was a special gift from her. She was always on my mind. Since the schedule ended she has given me the freedom to masturbate and orgasm as much as I want, and I have taken advantage. I have been getting reacquainted with my little buddy between my legs. It has been fun, and I am very appreciative of the freedom she has given me, but it also is kind of a let down. I think I'd rather be under her control and be frustrated. I love sacrificing for her, and I love that she enjoys my frustration. Life is ind of boring without her control.

Of course this freedom will not last. She has told me a new assignment is coming, and I have no idea what it is. It could be even more frustrating than the last wanking schedule. It could be very humiliating. Whatever it is, I will do my best to please her. I am a very lucky slave.

wanking schedule

I am very lucky because I serve an amzing woman. My Mistress is incredibly beautiful, but more importanly she is talented and smart and very cool. She controls how often and how I have orgasms. Here is the wanking schedule I have to follow until Halloween....


BabyWank Schedule for 9/23 through Halloween:

Mondays: NO TOUCHING AT ALL except to urinate and shower. No release.

Tuesdays: NO TOUCHING AT ALL except to urinate and shower. No release.

Wednesdays: NO RELEASE but touching OK. However, if you touch yourself you need to punish yourself by putting 1 finger in your ass.
WASH HANDS THOROUGHLY AFTERWARDS.

Thursdays: Two releases allowed within a ONE HOUR period only. All cum must be consumed. All orgasms only take place while lying down and humping a pillow like a girl.
Put towel on pillow first so your wife doesn't have to deal with any damp surprises. Consume all cum.

Friday day: NO TOUCHING AT ALL except to urinate and shower. Orgasm allowed ONLY IF you touch through clothes. No consumption.

Friday night and Weekend: Sex with wife only, release OK but only AFTER she has at least one. All cum must be consumed from condoms.

No touching at all on the days I say no touching. Friday is different.
You my have non-orgasmic sex with wife throughout the week. Fri night through Sunday night you may also release per my directions.