my latest restrictions

My Mistress usually controls how and when I have orgasms, and she has given me a new set of rules to follow. The last time I had a complicated schedule to follow. This time is it pretty simple, but I think it is harder.

I am allowed two orgasms a week, which seems like a lot for a slave. I am very lucky to get those, and very thankful. The difficulty is deciding when to use them. You see I get one orgasm a week by masturbating, and one a week while having sex. I am only allowed to touch my tiny little dick during that one masturbation session, so if I do it early in the week I have to wait a long time to even touch it again. If I have my one sexual orgasm early in the week, then I have to fake my orgasms the rest of the week. Of course of I try to save it, and I don't have the opportunity to have sex, then I would waste one orgasm.

This is the first week with these restrictions. I used my sex orgasm the first night, and had to fake an orgasm the second night. I have not used my masturbation orgasm yet, but I am very tempted to do it soon.

The most difficult part about these restrictions is they are indefinite. Usually I know there is an end to an assignment and I can focus on making it until then. But this time there is no end in sight. My Mistress is really enjoying my predicament. Making me choose is really hard. I don't want to let her down though so I will do what she wants.

Photo Worship

I don't live in the same city as my Mistress. I moved away a few years ago, and it's been a long time since I've seen her. This hasn't changed my devotion to her. I still follow her orders, but they come over the phone, email, or twitter.....not in person. I do really miss seeing her though, because she is so beautiful. Her beauty is not why I worship her, but it is nice to have such a beautiful Mistress.

As a reward for being good, she recently sent me a couple of recent photos. All I can say is....wow. She's amazing. I don't know how I got so lucky. She had to look at my fat ass in session so many times, and I got to look at her perfect body.

Before we met the first time, I was blown away by photos she had on her old website. Then when it came time for our first ever session, she was even more beautiful in person. These days photos will have to do, and I am so lucky to have them.

The only downside is that she sent them to me during a week when I am not allowed a release....so I just have to stare at her beauty while frustrated. I am sure she is enjoying that.

public humiliation

My mistress wanted me to do something to amuse her, so she told me to wear a sign around my neck that said "small-dicked loser" in public. I was really nervous doing this, and I didn't go to a really busy street. I don't think anyone saw me. Until now that is.....well not really since I hid my face, but that's as far as I want to go for now.

wanking schedule report

At the end of September, my Mistress gave me a pretty strict wanking schedule that I had to follow until Halloween. For over a month, every orgasm I had was a gift from her. It was hard, and I wasn't perfect, but it was worth it because she was pleased with my effort. It was worth it because she enjoyed my frustration.

The schedule controlled how and when I had orgasms. It even controlled when I was allowed to touch my tiny dick at all. There were chances to cum, but I wasn't always able to take advantage of them. If I had a busy schedule on a day when wanking was allowed, I had to miss out. And when I did get to wank, I had to do the way she told me, which was always a pretty humiliating way.

Thursdays were the best, because I was allowed to hump my pillow. I wasn't allowed to masturbate like a normal guy. The reason she wanted me to hump my pillow was to make me realize what it is like to fuck my tiny little pecker. A woman having sex with me gets no pleasure from penetration...it's all from friction of her clit on my body. There is no up and down motion when a woman is on top during sex with me because my little dick would slip out. So even if she has an orgasm, it isn't quite as satisfying as it would be if she had a big dick deep inside her. I had orgasms humping my pillow, but they were not as good as if I was able to stroke my baby dick. It really put my shortcomings during sex into perspective.

Also, I felt pretty stupid humping my own pillow.

Of course I also had to lick all the cum of of my pillow when I was done. I had to eat most of the cum I produced during that time....even if it was from regular sex. I had to eat it from my used condoms.

The best part of the wanking schedule was that the frustration was a constant reminder of my amazing Mistress. When I went days or weeks without cumming, it made my devotion to her even stronger. And when I did get to release, it was a special gift from her. She was always on my mind. Since the schedule ended she has given me the freedom to masturbate and orgasm as much as I want, and I have taken advantage. I have been getting reacquainted with my little buddy between my legs. It has been fun, and I am very appreciative of the freedom she has given me, but it also is kind of a let down. I think I'd rather be under her control and be frustrated. I love sacrificing for her, and I love that she enjoys my frustration. Life is ind of boring without her control.

Of course this freedom will not last. She has told me a new assignment is coming, and I have no idea what it is. It could be even more frustrating than the last wanking schedule. It could be very humiliating. Whatever it is, I will do my best to please her. I am a very lucky slave.

Dick Towel

I'm on a towel! Well maybe not me, but it looks like it. "It's Always Sunny in Philadelphia" has some new merchandise....the dick towel. Wear it one way, huge cock....wear it another way....tiny little dick.

I wish my tiny bird was just on a towel.



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Balancing Act

Let's see...how many things can I balance on my erect penis. A matchbook. A paperclip. And.....that's it? Yikes.

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Consensual humiliation

BDSM isn't for everyone, but even people that don't like it probably understand the thrill of being tied up or spanking someone. And I bet that most couples have one person that tends to take more control during sex. A leather clad dominatrix with a riding crop might even be a stimulating image for a lot of people. The very basics of BDSM probably don't freak out most open-minded people.

Now humiliation as a part of BDSM is a different story. People do not seem to understand how someone could enjoy being humiliated. They think it is a sign of deeper issues and that it cannot be healthy. Well the thrill of BDSM come from the exchange of power. Some people like taking control, some people like giving it up, and humiliation is just a tool that allows for that to happen. Small penis humiliation is just one way to go about it.

Small penis humiliation, or SPH, really seems to strikes a nerve. Women are trained to be sensitive to penis size and to tell their partners "size doesn't matter". Guys are told their penis size defines who they are as men. Real life rejection based on a small dick can be devastating and can scare men away from dating again. Yeah it is rough, but that is why it is so effective in consensual BDSM play. SPH in real life situations can be hard to take. It's happened to me before. I've been teased by a friend of my girlfriend. I've been teased after going skinny dipping. I've been told by a friend that I am very small. I can see how someone who isn't submissive would let this really get to him.

But that is why it is so perfect for consensual BDSM. Critics always forget that part though...it is consensual. For a submissive that gets off on SPH, it is a very effective way of getting into subspace. I feel the most vulnerable when I hear my Mistress laugh at my small penis.

Being teased about my small size is no different than being spanked or tied up. It is just a way to give up control to my Mistress. It is no different than any other fetish. She knows how far to push me, and shows concern if it seems like things are going too far. Just recently she checked with me that the direction she was taking was OK. She stopped to make sure I was fine and that I was still giving consent for this type of play. This is why consensual humiliation is different than real life situations....I gave her control, and she took it. I wouldn't have it any other way.

wanking schedule

I am very lucky because I serve an amzing woman. My Mistress is incredibly beautiful, but more importanly she is talented and smart and very cool. She controls how often and how I have orgasms. Here is the wanking schedule I have to follow until Halloween....


BabyWank Schedule for 9/23 through Halloween:

Mondays: NO TOUCHING AT ALL except to urinate and shower. No release.

Tuesdays: NO TOUCHING AT ALL except to urinate and shower. No release.

Wednesdays: NO RELEASE but touching OK. However, if you touch yourself you need to punish yourself by putting 1 finger in your ass.
WASH HANDS THOROUGHLY AFTERWARDS.

Thursdays: Two releases allowed within a ONE HOUR period only. All cum must be consumed. All orgasms only take place while lying down and humping a pillow like a girl.
Put towel on pillow first so your wife doesn't have to deal with any damp surprises. Consume all cum.

Friday day: NO TOUCHING AT ALL except to urinate and shower. Orgasm allowed ONLY IF you touch through clothes. No consumption.

Friday night and Weekend: Sex with wife only, release OK but only AFTER she has at least one. All cum must be consumed from condoms.

No touching at all on the days I say no touching. Friday is different.
You my have non-orgasmic sex with wife throughout the week. Fri night through Sunday night you may also release per my directions.

Big dildo...tiny dick

Here is a picture of my small penis next to a big, thick, seven inch dildo. It dwarfs my dick. Look at how much thicker it is, and it is easily three inches longer. There is no way my dick could compete with a dildo this size...the size of a real man's cock.

Actually, this is not really a dildo. It is a hollow penis extension sleeve. It's a hollow dildo that fits over my small dick that I sometimes wear during sex. How pathetic is that? I have to wear a fake cock to fuck like a real man. I feel totally different when I have it on. I can do so much more in bed when I am wearing it....but then I take it off and feel even smaller than usual.

awwwwww, it's so cute

Look at the ribbon on the itty bitty pee pee. What a cute tiny little dick. Isn't it adorable?

measuring...

I wanted to really show how small my erect penis is, and found this picture of me measuring it. It's not very flattering. You can see it is about 3.75 inches. I swear this is not my best erection and can be a little bigger, but not too much bigger. I think I am closer to four inches than this, but either way this is pretty bad. Three and three quarter inches has to qualify as pathetically tiny.

small dick or big clit?

My flaccid penis is so small that it looks like a big oversized clit. Look at this comparison. The first pic is my tiny penis in see through panties. The second one is a huge clit. Not that different really.

condom comparison

One of the bad things about having a small penis is finding condoms that work. Regular sized ones slip off of my small dick, and that is a major problem. Take a look at this condom comparison. The one on the left is a normal condom for a normal man. The one in the middle is a small condom. Well, they call them "snugger fit" because most guys would be too embarrassed to buy a small condom, even though that is what it is. It is a little shorter than the normal condom, but that is because the length is not really a big deal. You just unroll it as far as you need, so it can be any length really. The smallness is more in the width. I think you can tell the middle one is narrower. You can definitely tell the opening is smaller.

So what about the condom on the right? Well that is a small condom, but it is only unrolled as far as I need it to cover my small penis. That really puts it in perspective. I only need that much condom to cover my tiny dick, and it is a lot less than the other two.

small erection

This is my erect penis.....yeah it's hard. I know it is only as big as most flaccid dicks, but that is as big as it gets. I like to say it is four inches, but to be honest that is probably exaggerating a little. It is actually a little under four, which I think officially makes it tiny.

Look how small it is compared to my hand, which isn't very big either. It looks pretty thin too, don't you think?

small flaccid penis

So to start off, I'm going to post a couple of pictures of my small flaccid penis. My measurements when soft vary, but it is usually about an inch to an inch and a half long.


My tiny dick is smaller than my balls!

Here is another one...

Pretty small, huh?

fat guy with a tiny dick

This blog is going to be about being a fat guy with a tiny dick. Stay tuned for pics and stories and whatever else relates to being a fat ass with a little tiny pecker.