Sunday, January 17, 2010

#clitterdick

#Clitterdick, or a penis so small it could be a clit, is a trending topic on Twitter right now. I'm so flattered, because obviously it is about me right? I mean, if anyone has a clitterdick, it's me.

Friday, December 4, 2009

my latest restrictions

My Mistress usually controls how and when I have orgasms, and she has given me a new set of rules to follow. The last time I had a complicated schedule to follow. This time is it pretty simple, but I think it is harder.

I am allowed two orgasms a week, which seems like a lot for a slave. I am very lucky to get those, and very thankful. The difficulty is deciding when to use them. You see I get one orgasm a week by masturbating, and one a week while having sex. I am only allowed to touch my tiny little dick during that one masturbation session, so if I do it early in the week I have to wait a long time to even touch it again. If I have my one sexual orgasm early in the week, then I have to fake my orgasms the rest of the week. Of course of I try to save it, and I don't have the opportunity to have sex, then I would waste one orgasm.

This is the first week with these restrictions. I used my sex orgasm the first night, and had to fake an orgasm the second night. I have not used my masturbation orgasm yet, but I am very tempted to do it soon.

The most difficult part about these restrictions is they are indefinite. Usually I know there is an end to an assignment and I can focus on making it until then. But this time there is no end in sight. My Mistress is really enjoying my predicament. Making me choose is really hard. I don't want to let her down though so I will do what she wants.

Monday, November 30, 2009

Photo Worship

I don't live in the same city as my Mistress. I moved away a few years ago, and it's been a long time since I've seen her. This hasn't changed my devotion to her. I still follow her orders, but they come over the phone, email, or twitter.....not in person. I do really miss seeing her though, because she is so beautiful. Her beauty is not why I worship her, but it is nice to have such a beautiful Mistress.

As a reward for being good, she recently sent me a couple of recent photos. All I can say is....wow. She's amazing. I don't know how I got so lucky. She had to look at my fat ass in session so many times, and I got to look at her perfect body.

Before we met the first time, I was blown away by photos she had on her old website. Then when it came time for our first ever session, she was even more beautiful in person. These days photos will have to do, and I am so lucky to have them.

The only downside is that she sent them to me during a week when I am not allowed a release....so I just have to stare at her beauty while frustrated. I am sure she is enjoying that.

Sunday, November 15, 2009

public humiliation


My mistress wanted me to do something to amuse her, so she told me to wear a sign around my neck that said "small-dicked loser" in public. I was really nervous doing this, and I didn't go to a really busy street. I don't think anyone saw me. Until now that is.....well not really since I hid my face, but that's as far as I want to go for now.